I gotta upload more books to my Remarkable.. OH That reminds me, I do have a list of PDFs I wanna make an archive. This is an archive of MY brain. this website. So, yes. I wanna create a script t...

seth isn’t real. the only way i know im real is if i torture myself. the feeling of pain reminds me that i am real. A mental breakdown has occured. Overtime we have learned something. What I hav...

I need to fix myself. My recovery this week. Recovery this week has NOT been that great. With the highest recovery being on a Tuesday.. All my recoveries used to be near the 100% range. My s...

im not real im not real im not real im not real im n ot real im not realimnot real im notrealimnot real im not real. everything is fake. it’s all a blur. onlt sometimes?!!!!?!?! but why. No. it...

It’sss greeeat. Sleep recovery / stats been down. Likely due to pain and alcohol consumption. Exercise has increased. RHR and HRV decreased as well. RHR increased. Blood pressure decreased. Ca...

There’s nothing. Nothing left. Contact me.

Okay.. what do I do know? I tried, right? What do I even do with my life? Everything feels so empty. I have no motivation, why? What do I do?? What do I do with myself? The delusions are coming bac...

Wow, same time. Leader of the KuKluxKlan. Automation is key (for me) Let me explain. I bought a self-cleaning water bottle. Why? Seems like i’m just being lazy, right? Welll yes and no. So the ...

title: confusion author: unknown date: 2024-06-04 11:08 date: YYYY-MM-DD HH:MM:SS +/-TTTT categories: [chatting] tags: [me] I don’t feel real. I feel really sad for some reason. I was happy, i don...

Today’s gonna be a GREAT DAY!!!! I’m gonna exercise and clean my room!!! I’m quite exctied!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayayayay