My health has been great over the past few days (potentially weeks). I’ve been drinking this special type of coffee, everydaydose and it’s been really helping me. I’ve also been avoiding sugars, ca...

Wanted to give a quick update. No graphs right now. I’ll post those tomorrow. Tomorrow i’m going to get blood work done. On top of that i’ve discovered a biohacking facility really close to me. T...

Everything has been triggering me. I think my eating disorder has come back. I get extremely triggered whenever I see someone who is extremely skinny. It’s so triggering for me. I got triggered the...

I’m a complete failure. All my IRL friends have blocked me. I have nobody. I can’t do fucking anything, I can’t think properly, I can’t remember to do anything, I can’t even do college properly. wh...

Really unsure of everything. I know what I have to do, there is just something preventing me from doing it. Not entirely certain what. It’s not like I don’t want to get better, I just, there’s some...

It is time to explain various things. I have finally found a fix to my erratic behavior, and now it is time to begin focus on my projects that I had to temporary. put on pause after my friend had p...

you ocan’t stop me. can you feel it coming? When I step in a room, everybody better bow. There’s only one king. and it’s gonna be me. You can’t stop what’s happening. it’s already too late. i’ve ...

absolutely killing it. (don’t blame me, there isn’t “spell check” on VSCODIUM. working on a better solution with my Remarkable Tablet, gonna take time.. (time i don’t have)) Achieved a new record...

got my knife, let’s see how far i can run. my fingers around the bottle. spill the pills. go full throttle. the twisted look in my eyes. what I do with my pills and my knife, nobody knows for su...

i am unable to communicate my thoughts. my thoughts do not equal my words. nobody is able to understand me. in my mind it makes sense but i cannot convey this to others.