go out with a bang?

is it time to go out with a bang>?

im gonan go out with a bang. bang gbang bang.

i think its time. to let loose. and then let it all go. if you want logve?

i think its time. ive contemplated for a long time… no time is better than now…

Is it though? Don’t we all have an opinion? or rather a say ?

i wish somebody woud’ve told me.

go through the pain.

no more pain.

no more change. no more pretending to tget better. its time.

its the perfect way to go. make it look like an accident.

just another sad tradgety.

its perfgect.

is it? what about allt he people i leave behidn? they’re theyll get over it. just like i had to. they ahve to learn. not everything lasts.

i have my note saved. its ready. is it?

bagn bang bangt. righjt?

the bvoices in my head tel me it doesnt feel right.

where did the time goZ?

talk about the past like its the present.

hands tremble writing thisxs. because i know. everything comes to an end. is this my endf? is this how it all ends? like this? I’ve been planning for too long now. too long thinking, too long contemplating. just get it over with.

right?

it was an accident.. right…

where did it all go? where dcdid it all go wrong? where did I change? have i ever changed? have i ever known? theres no way to go back. only i can decide my future, not my p0ast.

give me a sign.

donty ghurt me.

it was a ll a lie. was it? whats the poihnt anymore. its all gone. i ahve nothing. i hav enobody. its time.

ITS TIME. ITS TIME. ITS TIME. ITSL TIME.

but is it? what else can I say. it’s upt oyou. where one. just me and you.

i can’t go on like this.