i’M GONNA be better. Take meds every day. Gonna take vitamins ever day. Take blood pressure, take weight too. My HRV is up and HRV down. (both good). I’m gonna stretch too, take cold showers, ...

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Since stopping my meds, my RHR has actually decreased. Along with this, I firmly believe that my thoughts are now clear and concise. I believe the barrier has been removed. It is good to be back. T...

Today’s gonna be a good one just wait and see. Today’s gonna be a really great amazing awesome day. I feel great, i know i’ll be great. im doing great. everything everywhere is just so great todao...

I believe I have found a fix for my head. But my secret? I won’t tell. I will return to my oldself. It’s the only way forward? At least at that point I well.. I don’t know. Perhaps my social anxie...

awake /ə-wāk′/ intransitive verb To rouse from sleep; waken. It’s plausible to a certain extent that I have been “asleep” so to speak for a period of time. This time would be consistent with vari...

I gotta upload more books to my Remarkable.. OH That reminds me, I do have a list of PDFs I wanna make an archive. This is an archive of MY brain. this website. So, yes. I wanna create a script t...

seth isn’t real. the only way i know im real is if i torture myself. the feeling of pain reminds me that i am real. A mental breakdown has occured. Overtime we have learned something. What I hav...

I need to fix myself. My recovery this week. Recovery this week has NOT been that great. With the highest recovery being on a Tuesday.. All my recoveries used to be near the 100% range. My s...

im not real im not real im not real im not real im n ot real im not realimnot real im notrealimnot real im not real. everything is fake. it’s all a blur. onlt sometimes?!!!!?!?! but why. No. it...